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Thu Nov 23, 2006, 9:43 AM
Its my birthday today. 17 years spent living on a planet, being killed by the people around celebrating...

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:iconsynthetictwitch:
Happy B'Day gorgeous. Hope it went well.

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"I often quote myself. It adds spice to my conversation."
:iconclivita:
Thanx for favs and comments++++++++
:iconmrlateralus:
I Want, What I Want
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I want to be an imbecile again. The truths that I've learned make me
sick to the stomach. They run through my mind all day. I don't want to
take any drugs anymore. I don't want to drink any alcohol anymore. I
don't want to smoke any cigarettes or pot anymore. I don't want to be
sick anymore. I don't want to be sick. I don't want to be sick anymore.
I don't want to be sick to my stomach with worry, guilt, anger. I want
to consume. I want to be a sheep. I want to be a sheep and believe
that my government does the right thing by me. I want to work a 9 to 5
job. I want a house, a car and a dog. I don't want to be a stooge. I
can't handle the things that I've opened myself up to. I'm not giving
up on my journey of enlightenment. I've achieved it. I came, I saw and
I'm sick. I've had enough. I've had enough. I've had enough. I don't
know what I'm supposed to do. Without a family who wants to know. With
no person who REALLY gives a shit. So where do I run? Where do I go and
what do I do? I just want a stable environment. I want to sleep in a bed.
I want to go to work. Arrive home, eat supper and go to sleep. Repeat
for the rest of my life. I don't want to be a socialite. I just want to
go about my business and unlearn everything. I want to unlearn everything
that you have told me. I want to unlearn everything that I have taught
myself. You may think I'm crazy. You may think that I don't know what I'm
on about. But that doesn't mean I have to give a shit. To be honest,
regardless of whether or not you don't agree. I'm going to do it. I'm
going to unlearn it all. Unlearn everything. I'm going to be an imbecile
My family may never forgive me for what I have done. That doesn't matter.
Do you really know me? Think about it. Can you trust everything I, or
anyone else says? Who knows. Who really cares. I'm going to run away.
Run away from all this shit. I'm running away and not physically going
anywhere.

James G Martens
:icon888connoisseur:
yeah the fire art photos are working, slowly
but suerly getting there.
:iconsynthetictwitch:
How'd the fire-art competition photos turn out?

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"I often quote myself. It adds spice to my conversation."
:iconfall-out-grrl:
Thanks so much for the fave!!! :hug:

Sorry this message came so late... i've been at the snow all week! :D

Thanks again!

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:iconsankaracharya:
thx for the fav?

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Diktator Jagat
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:icontakingoutthepast:
thx for the watch.... :)

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:iconendoers:
thx :D

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